Feeling out of wack

So it’s been a day. I’m approximately 129 days sober and my little brother Overdosed yesterday and they resuscitated him now he’s in the hospital basically brain dead and they’ll most likely pull the plug tomorrow… It’s been tough, we weren’t the closest but he’s still my little brother. I’m not angry with God. I’m just so hurt that his sin became his demise at such a young age. This is so unreal. To see him connected to a machine and just so still broke my heart. I’m glad I got to say goodbye but it still hurts so much. I can’t even say I know he’s in a better place or that I’ll see him in heaven because I know he wasn’t a believer and that’s killing me. I wanted a drink, a smoke something so bad but I know it wouldn’t change a thing. Can you guys please pray for us during this time. Never thought I’d be sharing something like this….

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I’m so very sorry! :bouquet: I just lost my little sister in March from an OD. You’re in my prayers :folded_hands: I’m still out of wack and feeling a little lost without her. We’re here for you :bouquet:

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So sorry for your loss!

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You will definitely be in my thoughts and prayers. It is heartbreaking to hear addiction took your brother. I hope you find the strength to continue your sobriety journey.

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Lighting a candle for you and your brother :people_hugging:

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I’m so sorry to hear about your brother @Nikki1129 :heart::people_hugging: I’ll be thinking of you both :people_hugging: proud of you for not picking up at this difficult time.

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So sorry to read your news. Sending you strength and love.
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I’m very sorry to hear this. Devastating :heart:

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So good to see this as part of your post.

I’ll say a prayer for you and your brother

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I’m so sorry for your loss :pensive_face: you are in my prayers :folded_hands:t2::heart: