Ahhh,
Feels good to be back on here… i have been away, working on myself. I started attending NA and AA meetings in my area, i also have a sponsor now and im also working a virtual outpatient program where i do 3 classes a week for 10 weeks, then i graduate from there.
I know the last time i was active on here, i was NOT in a good place mentally/physically at all. I can say i have worked on myself and ive been fighting for 38 days now to stay sober. August 8th, i flushed the rest of the dope down my toilet, broke my pipes, got rid of all my lighters and anything else that would trigger me and that was the last day i have touched alcohol or dope or anything. I am 38 days sober and i have finally found that spirtual connection with my higher power.
I am working the 12 steps, i am on step 3 right now. I am in a much better place then i was the last time i was active on here. My mind is finally at peace. I will admit, i still struggle with wanting to use and ive come close to relaspe, but i walked away. I decided i wanted recovery for myself and for my family.
Thanks to everyone on here who gave me advice or have encouraging words for me. I will definitely be more active now im in the right state of mind.
