Only day 5 but its the furthest I’ve got since this latest addiction took hold. Cocaine has had hold of me this time for 3 years since my mum died. I have so many reasons to be clean and stay clean. I hate how hard it is right now especially when i haven’t enjoyed using for months.
Keep going! I understand that feeling when something no longer brings any pleasure but the compulsion to keep doing it is strong still. That compulsion will fade!
5 days is 5 days longer then continuing the cycle each and every moment.
The choice alone to decide to quit is incredibly difficult to make, and then to go seek help/attend meetings is even harder, and then to listen… Eventually begin to share is gigantic.
Many people don’t get to take these steps.
I celebrate this achievement with and for you @Sam77