i just got this app 2 days ago… i went a full 24 hours… i was so proud of myself…sigh. i don’t know why i keep doing it. the i don’t even feel “high” anymore, i feel like shit afterwards too, fuck man i just wanna start over. there’s always tomorrow i guess
The addiction has a mind of its own 
No one does it alone. All of us have reached out for help in our recovery journey and you deserve it too.
Have you tried NA online? There’s online meetings all over the world - full of people who understand:
Take care & never give up. Search for sobriety the same way a person in the desert searches for water. You’ll find it 
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