Today for my sobriety I went to the lake and walked after my walk I went to sit and stared at the water it was peaceful as I reflected on my past days I broke down the other day I thought about ending my life over my addiction. today is a new day a new beginning a new me Im praying to God for my sobriety
So glad you are here. Your walk sounded fabulous and rejuvenating! Stay here with us and keep posting. You can do this.
I’m going to try with ever ounce in my soul
Im glad ur here Sounds like a very reflective walk. Praying is wonderful… i pray aswell. I learned the other day tho that prayer aldo required action on our part. We can pray to God and He can take care of ALOT but we also need to do our part of the work as well. Have u thought of a plan to help u in ur recovery?
I like to start my day with a morning routine. Waking up at the same time, coffee, daily recovery readings, prayer, exercise. It helps set the mood for the rest of the day. Then in early recovery, when i had cravings, i came on here FIRST. Dont pick up, no matter what!
I was taught not to shy away from negative feelings when thoughts about my addiction came up. I was told that was what I was moving away from in sobriety, but it was there lurking back in my past, and also could come in my future if I picked up again.
Good reasons to keep it green and think the drink through.