This is my first time posting here. I found this community yesterday and I’m really glad I did. So much better than the other sober app I have been using on and off for a few years.
After 15+ years of being stuck in a cycle of self sabotage, due to self medicating with cocaine to get my dopamine release (hello neurodivergent community, fellow ADD neurospicey legend here!), I have been stuck in a constant struggle with my cocaine usage and addiction.
What first started off as partying with friends when I was younger, quickly turned into partying by myself and hiding my usage. The usage progressively got worse over the years and I have never sat down with anyone to tell
Them the full story.
I attended my first recovery meeting yesterday and I am determined to be free of these shackles once and for all.
Thanks for having me and I’m looking forward to getting to know you all better!