I tend to come here when I’m in a low point. 90% of the time it would be after having to reset. I’ve gained a lot of support from those here and reading others’ post help me mentally…it’s a bit relieving knowing you’re not truly alone in the dark and others are or have been here too.
I think it’s time to change how I show up here. I’m grateful it’s been a place to show me light in the dark, but I should bask in the light as well. Come here on my happy days, and the times I’m grateful for staying clean. Come here after a weekend of sticking to the promises I made myself and share that light with others too.
I’m not perfect. And I have doubts about myself and my journey. And it’s a scary place to be. But trying to show up different in my life has helped me lately…maybe trying to show up different here can be equally beneficial.
So here’s my first post from a happy place.