Friend doesn't want to hear it

No it’s a post on his friend judging him I’m not wanting to be hurt ever again because that friend is hurt is heartbroke! I’m assuming his family is also because my family has been there. and Yes they want to forgive him but look they’re thinking he went all these years and did this Darn that’s a lot of time They were going to go through this again and another 4,6,7,8 years. Not wanting to forgive him for something he did is a natural response after being hurt this bad.we all have lived this many many times…How our families judge us and get tired of believing in us and trusting us in us. How we always disappointing them because we cannot do what we’re supposed to do as addicts. But yet everybody forgives us over and over and over and over again, but we always disappoint them And we as addicts forget this and want the same forgiveness over and over… But I don’t see anybody pointing that out in this post. How we can not be trusted. With the love of and hearts of our friends and family. Because we are deceitful, liars because we are and have addictions our family and friends can never trust us and this is just a proven point of this post. Until we learn to tell the truth and be truthful with ourselves and others be truthful with us they cannot trust us… cuz we cannot trust ourselves nor our peers can trust us to tell us the truth. Because we are all addicts with the disease of addiction.