ok. the thing is my friends in NA treat me not well and i don’t wanna be alone and am afraid always to open a new friends relationship.
always afraid to confrontation them cause they are 8 and 11 years recovery and they always said like its your problem. i have more friends in NA but i feel comfortable with this guys cause we are in same level of thinking i don’t know how to explain more !!! But yesterday i exploded cause i hurt so much from each one of them … maybe its my prblm like they said … as am a dj and famous here in my city alexandria,Egypt its hurting me that i stoped djing and produce cause the community here is about myth and amphetamines as i had alot of girls around me making party every weekends and enjoying i had to stop too, so i had to stop music and girls i do recovery on streets and recovery rooms now i am about to complete 40 days sober. i feel strong enough but something is missing and i knew it !!! LOVE
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Welcome to the community and good work on your 40 days! I wish I had some advice for you. It can be very had to morph your life into one that centers around sobriety. Hang in there.
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