you see the choice in front of you
and though itâs hard to make
you feel you will come through
you feel how everyone has changed
but they know who you are
and theyâre watching what you do
when they say that they wish youall the luck in the world
when they say that theyâll miss youwhen youâre gone
you walked through their frozen worlds
you knew they would come down
as soon as you came to
you left them standing all around
the ghost that had been gone
the one they thought they knew
when they said that they wished youall the luck in the world
when you know that theyâd loveto see you fall
you tried to do the best you could
it wasnât quite enough
but what else could you do
to find a way to make this real
a way to find your own
a way to stay true
when they say that they wish youall the luck in the world
when you know that theyâd loveto see you fall
I saw something @Gabe.G said and this popped into my head. One of the things that sticks out to me about what I am seeing around me right now⌠I canât. I canât.
How many times did I say that when I was drinking and a situation presented itself to me. My immediate response was that I canât. I couldnt. I wouldnât and I wonât. Right now, certain people around me when faced with something they donât know or something they have not done, their immediate reaction is I canât and I wonât learn bc I canât learn. They expect me to enable them, as I have done for decades⌠But I canât and I wonât anymore. That ghost of a person isnât here anymore. It wonât be easy and I may may not be enough to make it through as I want and I may even fail (remind me of that in my devistation). But what was, wasnât living and I didnât get sober and do all this therapization to go on like that.
Also why are places obsessed with making people human by including pictures? No one needs to know what the mysterious goat looks like irl. The Platonic form of goat should be enough.
One of my favs
Drove by my old childhood home tonight. So many memories there. I wouldnât change a thing about growing up there⌠we were some badass kids in that neighborhood. Love running into them.
Good song!!!
I play this song at least once a day. The part where he says, âI wanna tell you that I love youâ, I made a gif of that and send it occasionally to people I loveâŚ
âGet on your bikes and ride!â
Themsbfighting words in some places here in the States.
Lol, I agree Goat!
This has been sped up slightly and has some bad chill music. But this is one of my favorite meditations in its original cadence.
Whereever you look, you see what you are looking for⌠If you are looking for Goat, all you see is Goat.
We are all lucky to be alive and well. That sometimes gets lost along the way. My boy Kenny and Dave Matthews.