I have a new freedom and peace today. I have wanted to hookup with a stranger last night but he canceled on me. I am so glad he did. I called my sponsor told her what I did. I blocked him and deleted his number. I had a bad vibe about him. I’m trying to stay abstinent for a year to help with my sex addiction. God has done for me what I could not do for myself. I have a new freedom today. I found peace.
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That is wonderful! Do you know why you have an addiction? What the root cause is?
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Yes I have never felt loved by my dad. I feel not good enough. My mom judges me and gets upset with me a lot. They both are controlling. I feel loved by my mom but I feel like I have to earn her love. She invalidates me all the time. They are cold to me. I don’t know what love feels like.
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I’m so sorry your parents are projecting their own brokenness onto you. Please protect your heart. You are worthy of so much more than to feel like you have to earn love. You stated that God has done for you what you could not do for yourself - allow yourself to receive that perfect love, which you do not have to seek or earn. It’s within you, it’s your birthright, regardless of what our biological parents do or do not do. You are so loved, so worthy of love. I’m proud of you for blocking someone who would not respect your worthiness of love, who would only hurt you. Continue this narrow path and be loved. it’s who you are!
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Thank you! The meaning of my name is worthy of love!! I deserve love. Everyone does so if I want love then I have to love myself first.
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