It good day went for walk with dog. And making raspberry hot chocolate🤤. Enjoy the little things. Life is better sober I promise. It not always easy but it is better.
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Hi Michelle 
. Glad to see you’re feeling better. I’ve felt like that too before. Many of us have. Please always remember you’re not just a dopehead. In God’s eyes we must be worth so much more because he came to this earth to love, teach and die for us. God is love 
so these thoughts we feel of worthlessness comes from the enemy. Please rebuke them and stick around. 
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Did you get a sponsor at AA? A big book? Start working the steps? Or hide in the back row and avoid sharing?
You have a “demon” inside you that wants you dead. Start talking and fighting back against it. You can do this!
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This times 1000!!
We are all children of God. None of us born bad people, but we were born addicts.
John 10:10
John 3:3
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Hi Michelle
I was there 6 months ago. I really thought I had no purpose left either. I’m a father, a son, a brother. I would have left so many beautiful people in life because of the evil thoughts I was allowing to win. No matter how many times I tried to take myself out, God had other plans. He is now doing beautiful things in my life. All I had to do was rest in him. Talk to him EVERY DAY! Read the word. He has already won the battle. So stay with him. I’m not sure where you are, but you should look up Celebrate Recovery near you. It’s a Christ based program. It saved my life. I’m speaking his name over you. Please check it out. Stay strong sister. We love you
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Thank you I got 3 days right now I’m trying and I’m glad things worked out good for you
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You are well on your way to sober success! Keep up the good work 
