Well, here I am, 8 hours away from being Sober for 4 days, wasn’t sure I could even make it this far… I was sure I would screw it up somehow.
My struggle with alcoholism is really hard to admit, I have been a liar, a manipulator, and destroyed basically every friendship and relationship in my life.
This is the first time I can honestly say that Sobriety is my only option now… Drinking isn’t even on the menu for me… because the next thing that will be destroyed is my life and I’ll end up dead.