Hi guys…
I am in Barcelona right now and last Sunday I had an experience a little bit annoying and I want to share with you.
I met up with a friend that I didn’t see for almost 6 years… We were in a Pizzeria. I started with sparkling water and my friend with a caña (little beer), after that he told me about the Clara, which is beer with lemon juice… After a quick thinking, I said yes to the drink… Something in my heart was saying NO!
Anyways, the Clara came to my table, and I started to drink… I didn’t feel confortable with it, with him and the situation… was so strange. First, because wasn’t the same taste as always and also because I have not drank any alcohol for almost one month)… I stopped and asked for another sparkling water…
My Psychologist says that I don’t have alcoholism, but I now that in other situation that Clara would be become to 20 Claras and a huge hangover and guilty Monday.
When I decided to stop to drink was because I don’t know when to stop… Last Sunday I could, but I didn’t feel confortable drinking. I don’t know if I am able to learn to drink in a moderate way, maybe is not a question that I have to answer now… My comfort zone is sober this days…
Will be very useful if somebody can comment and tell me theirs experiences…
I am feeling buah at this moment.