Going through it to grow through it

I have been having problems at work.doingvmy best to keep my head up I deal with alot out of people and I don’t understand why I am having the problems I am having I had the opportunity to become a manager and it was taken from me with the quickness bc of hearsay they don’t want me to make it but then my manager called me today and said she wants to work with me and get me the position I deserve I’ve been at this job for over 5 months now going on 6 I don’t call in I cover ppls shifts and do my best I try to accomplish everything I need to. I’m trying man am I trying I just want to be the best mom I can be I’ve changed so much I just got out of prison and I’ve done a complete 360 you know I ve turned my life into positive.i don’t know what it is about me ppl don’t like I surely don’t care but when it is effecting my life thats when it becomes a problem. I do my best to man am I trying I don’t want to relapse I’m doing everything I can I’m going to meeting I even have a relapse prevention class I’m sad man it’s making me depressed and I question who I am bc of this

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Hey there. I’m really sorry you’re going through a lot. As we all know on here life is fucking hard. But look how far you’ve come from where you were.You’re out of prison, taking the classes and checking yourself every day. Remember how far you’ve come and how much progress you’ve made. Heck I don’t know you but I’m proud of you. You’ve been to hell and you walked right out.

I can understand how you can get down on yourself I do too. I’m bipolar and when I’m in my downs it’s hard to even take a shower or get up to go to the bathroom. But you’re strong and it may take time to get to where you want but in that time that’s where you see what you’re really made of and the right people will see that too. Keep your head up and know you can do it because if you can recover from any addiction you can do anything❤️

Thank you just you saying that helps. I’m usually not sensitive but I can’t catch my breath

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It’s okay! It’s okay. You’re allowed to be upset. We’re human and you’ve been through a lot. Just having people around to talk to that listen and can just understand make situations like this a little easier. We’re all here for you. This is our safe place. If I could hug you through the phone girl I would😄

People at your work are jealous because your achieving more in 6 month lap it pal be there manager then make there life hell for being dicks to u