Welcome Susie! It’s nice to meet you 
There’s lots of great threads and info and people here on Talking Sober so I am sure you’ll find a lot of useful help.
There are other polar people here as well: @Suzrene for example; there may be others too. It’s a diverse community here, unified in our mission to get healthy (sober) and live it one day at a time.
Take care and keep in touch! If you like you can check in here - it’s a great way to stay connected: