Aww @Curtis-81 what a wonderful shout out. thanks my friend. I didnt feel ready to quit but my pocketbook was sad and my therapist challenged me to set a date.
My tip is to quit at night then you have built a couple sober hours while you sleep. That helped me
Hello fellows, been away some days, I fell on march 28, bought a pack and smoked one, tasted like cardboard, not good, it was not worth it, then I went to a gig and smoked some other I was drunk.
I had thought in possible scenarios though the day, but I thought I was not ready to go outside like to a gig.
I havent posted because I felt like shit, I was so proud but then felt ridiculous, it is funny, taller towers have fallen, so I should keep my mouth shut.
But still going still standing and willing to improve, doing exercise, and stuff.
Glad to see you back with us. No need to feel ridiculous when faltering in the recovery. We have all been there and are working on the same recovery. Here you are supported and cheered on to keep pushing forward.
Wait till your sense of smell returns, you’ll notice the disgusting smells especially to begin with… Excellent work Nick. Keep going ODAAT and nothing will stop you.
Thank you @Cjp . Yes, if feels better knowing I have been through intense cravings with other substances and lived to tell the tale (the tale being it is much better on the other side!). I have been a grumpy cow today though, so short and snapping at anyone and everyone, not like me. Luckily, I didn’t need to see too many people today though.