Its hard to know i can make a quick buck. I cant though, this is a newyear and I have to own it. I deserve to treat myself better, and to not let others get to me.
I know him slightly, hes trusted by me. But I cant sell cocaine anymore. Anyone can overdose and have a heart attack. I would feel absolutely horrible if I sold drugs to someoje and they died even though they knew the risks. I cantrisk being caught, sent to jail, I cant risk stupid shit anymore. I could have sold 500 dollars worth of drugs this week alone already.
I will not let temptations get to me. No more. I want to stay high on life and have the best year of my life ever.
2019 is the year I pick myself back up off the dirt floor and put my feet on the golden sidewalk of life.
It was always hard saying no to someone, I will continue this journey even if its alone.
I agree you made the right choice. Perpetuating the problem is never the answer. There are plenty of ways to make money that are legal. Like your job at the DOT. You could also look into legal side hustles too! Mines moonlighting as an affiliate marketer. It’s not fast, easy money, but you can build real wealth if you’re willing to put in the work. It also gives me something to do besides drink and watch Netflix…
Do a quick Google on affiliate marketing. It’s not something sketchy like a pyramid scheme or anything like that by the way. It’s when you put a link up to a product and when someone buys it from your link you get a % cut. One of, if not the, most popular affiliate marketing networks is Amazon’s. Check it out!
Indeed @Robin! I didn’t want it to seem like I was selling anything… But yes; Amazon (although cheap skates with commission) is one of the largest affiliate marketing outfits. But almost every company in the world offers affiliate programs. So the possibilities are endless!
