If I recall, there are a couple of phrases… Falling off the wagon, or wheels coming off the wagon…
The wheels did not come off, they kind of exploded. And I started and habits again. For about 18 months I went back to old ways.
But scary as it is, I have not had a drink for a couple of days. I cannot find my old login, so I apologise about the lack of history connected with this post. But I knew I needed to return here. I do not think I can do this alone.
On the plus side, I know that I will feel better soon, on the downside, I know how shi… Unpleasant things have to get first…