please pray for me. im going through it bad this past year.
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Welcome back. What happened?
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Oh no, sorry to hear. 
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Welcome home
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Welcome back. I’m sorry things have been hard.
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i need intense therapy that i just cannot afford. im at my wits end
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Hello donut, nice to meet you. I wish you all the best with your journey. Hope to see you around and be part of this great community.
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I know you’re having a hard time, But it’s still nice to see you back
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I appreciate the warm welcomes back.
I really am trying my best. I hate it when the liquid demons attack.
I hate it when I rhyme like that
sound so cheesy a/f
but it could be last
but im not giving up just cos of my past
it feels so blue.
write songs in my head all day,
its in only real way i know how do they say you keep the demons at bay
s’long as you praise…
hopefully this little melody played
out the same way
that im trying to say
a soft little tune makes the heart go
oooh, oooh
its never a doom and gloom…
you just have to breathe
and you have to believe
that the soft little whisper in your head
that says
never give up,
your evil heart says well what do you want.
and sometimes the angels say sure if you dont give a fuc…
just pray.
just seek.
he’s waiting right there for you and me.
i promise, ohhh
so put down the booze…
sorry had a melody in my head…
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Hey Nicole, it’s great to see you again. If intensive therapy isn’t a possibility right now….are there meetings near you? If not AA, maybe a SMART meeting? Or Refuge Recovery? Or Women In Sobriety? I would think that being around other like minded people could be a good first step when therapy is out of reach. Glad to have you back 
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