I feel like using and I don’t know why I don’t want too I just lost my life to meth I thought I was stronger than this after everything I have been through in my life this is what’s braking me this little thing I have overcome many addictions in my life weed coke sex alcohol but this is some BS I went from 2years and 2months now I’m at 2 days WTF
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Don’t beat yourself up, like @Piglet86 said you have 2 days and that’s fucking awesome keep going!!! 
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Well my daughter just got mad at me for being in bed too much so I pretty much feel even worse like a failure so I want to disappear I cook I clean nothing is ever good enough
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You’re here. And you can go anywhere from here. You’re at the wheel. What you are and what you do has to be good enough for you. The rest will follow. Using will not help. Using is the escape we all used and we ended up where we ended up because of it. It’s never a solution and it’s no escape either. It will just put us deeper in the hole. Stay with us and don’t use. We can do this if we do it together. Hugs.
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Well said Menno
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