I’m with my wives mom. She’s helping me she’s the one I confessed things to. I’m fighting myself, i don’t want to kill myself I just want to kill this side of me off and I know it’s not possible. I feel like I can talk for ever, I’m afraid of getting more medications. Part of me feels like sleeping for an ever, but I also know that just temporarily putting a pause on things. The second I woke up I wanted to smoke. I know I’m all over the place and this isn’t the best place. I regret so much. Why did I do this to myself when it’s always in my face about not smoking
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Your a strong person sharing to your wife’s mom.
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Keep up the good work
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