Unfortunately not good. Relapsed tonight. I hate myself so much right now. But tomorrow is another day 
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Thank you getting back to me!!! I admire you and you seem like a great person.
You got this. Maybe try to get right to sleep.
It happens. Try not to be too hard on yourself. Withdrawal is no joke. It can be hard and painful, especially without medical help. Try again tomorrow. If you keep at something eventually you will succeed.
I’m just a few days shy of my one year clean date. The withdrawals suck and anyone that gets through them is a soldier. The great thing is, it’s temporary and will pass and you will be so much better a week clean than you ever were using. I detoxed one jail for 5 days and it was horrible but I did it and you will too.
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Hey, I know how it goes. The first few months are always the hardest but you gotta push yourself. I was heavily addicted to roxys and the withdrawals are terrible. I admire you for wanting to stop. I couldn’t get off it all at once because it was too much. The cold sweats, muscle spasms, no sleep, diarrhea, and vomiting. I weened myself off using Tylenol 4s. I know it’s like playing with fire but going Cold turkey seldom works bc of how sick you get. There’s hope, friend! I’ve been clean for 3 years and still to this day craze them. But everyday sober is a wonderful day & great accomplishment. Is there anyway you could ween off? Best wishes for you.
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You are bad ass! 3 years is awesome. Good advice. So right. Cold turkey is so rough. Also welcome to the community.
Ugh. Relapsed, starting over today