Hi everyone. I hope that all of you is having a good day. I am going to sleep but before going i want to thank this community . Thanks for yours advices, tthank you very much .My aunt died a few days ago . She lived in Germany and i live in Italy so I didn’t meet her so much. The sad thing is that I didn’t have the opportunity to say goodbye to her. And is so sad that I can never see again. While i’m writing i’m crying . I haven’t cried until now. I used much more the phone i had the temptation to go on tiktok because i didn’t wanted to think about my aunt and my pain. But I want to face it now .
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I am sorry about the loss of your aunt. I am glad you decided to come on here and talk about it. I will pray for you and your family and I am sure your aunt is above watching over you. 
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I am sorry for your loss. Hugs. Let your tears come, grieving is a natural process and you will feel better. 
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I’m so sorry for you loss. Grief can have a strong effect on our addictions. Make us crave the old comfort of numbing ourselves with our DOC. But giving in to the craving will only make things worse. Not better. It’s okay to be sad and cry. Facing it is best even though it hurts. Much love and hugs 
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May your aunt Rest In Peace
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Sorry to hear about your loss loved one. Its ok to just feel the pain and sadness let the tears flow, its good to cry when we need to, help process the feelings. One of the toughest lessons we learn in life dealing with loss. Just take your time with the mourning process be gentle with yourself and reach out talk to your family members help each other get through this. Ive found that counselors or therapists can be beneficial when dealing with losing family members. Be well, sending you strength my friend.
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