Good morning Walnut,
Welcome to the community.
Funny how those problems are still problems when we drink about them. Even when we know it. We still drink about it. Then we feel like shit. It’s a powerful cunning and baffling disease this alcoholism.
It sounds like you got a lot to be grateful for when you’re sober. I know I do. When I’m drinking I got nothing to be grateful for. Just shame and misery.
I retrained my brain on the gratitude thread. Reading it and writing it daily. It’s my most powerful tool in recovery. Lots of great people on it. C’mon over we got room for ya. Daily Gratitude, The Air Of Recovery #8 🪷 - #2427 by Peace
Have a good read around. Learn as much as you can. Keep an open mind and join in when you’re comfortable.
