You need support. It is helpful to check in here - the old expression “never crave alone” is helpful. If you reach out you can find support and someone to hold your hand through the craving.
Online alcohol recovery groups are a good space as well. Join a meeting and it will help you feel less alone. There are meetings online virtually 24 hrs a day. Go to three meetings a day if you want to. It’s better than drinking:
Online meeting resources
Never crave alone. You are not alone; many other people have walked this road before you. Reach out for support.