When you can’t leave the place your at your on probation how tf can u stay sober when everyone is putting you down and your thinking of drugs all day
Do you have a room in ur home that u can sort of be alone in, away from the toxic behaviours? I used to just keep to myself and avoid others that bring me down. I would also go online and attend 12 step meetings. U can find them on the Intherooms app. That might help to keep ur mind off of using.
Welcome to TS
Understand that you’re not trying to quit drugs for forever, you’re quitting them for today. The idea of forever seems impossible, today is very doable.
While I don’t believe putting people down is constructive in anyway ever, understand that they’re putting to you down to feel better about themselves and possibly take focus off of themselves. We don’t beat people down out of love.
Own and accept your addiction and what it’s done to your life. Don’t let it bring you down, just do the next right thing. Little changes = big results over time.
We’re here for you, best wishes.