Today is what day 2 & definitely feeling the repercussions of friday night… i dont know if its my guilty conscious that feels like my team is now looking for a way for me to get fired cause i have no license… im honestly feeling like alcohol still has me in a choke hold 
its worst when im by myself with my thoughts just flying everywhere… what happened to me Friday is just not even the tip… my life just something always comes up and its so hard 
i fight daily to not just tap out and end my life… too much battles… i dont wanna seem like im ‘poor me’ too is also one of my toxic thoughts … why i havent reached out for help feeling defeated tonight …
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I was in your shoes before I accepted that drinking was killing me. It took a lot of bottoms to get me to accept and surrender to a disease I have no control over after the first drink. AA and recovery got me sober. Now recovery helps me to live a life of freedom one day at a time. It’s a great gift.
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Yes i worked through this day which i thought i would drown thankgod for a quiet night at work
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One day at a time. It will get easier as you gain more tools/coping mechanisms.
Congratulations on day 2 by the way! You’re doing great! Just come here as often as you need to and read, chat around.
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You are here and you are on day two, that’s awesome! Congratulations
One of the best things you can do is stay active at the form and say how you’re doing so that people can give you support.
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