Day 5 sober. Today I have an online meeting
32 days!!!
Five months today! I feel so happy. I never thought I’d make it this far. Everybody on TS has been so supportive and it’s been so eye-opening to read everybody’s experiences, that’s definitely a part of how I’ve come this far. Thank you all!
376 days of alcohol and 4 years and 31 days of self harm
298 sober
A can say 254 off painkillers but messed up last week and binged on booze and cocaine do I reset?
You can add different addictions, so then you can start fresh with the two, and leave the one.
They probably don’t have enough tabs to track all the drugs I did lol. I’m not even sure when I quit most of them. All I know is the day the I started my journey of total sobriety 1,131 days ago.
525 days today. I feel good about that, but still not certain of the future. There is a part of me that thinks and feels I “need” to drink in order to have a fun, inclusive life. I still feel a little lost and alone. I feel like an outsider. I feel like I’m not having as much “fun” as I could be. But, I am also well aware that I am not having to experience the come downs, the hangovers, the anxiety and depression alcohol brings with it. I don’t want to drink, I am proud to be a non-drinker, but a part of me obviously does not feel this same way. I feel split in two minds. One half wanting one lifestyle (drinking) and the other half wanting another (to be sober). I’m pretty sure the disappointment is guaranteed if I decide to drink again. It’s just hard. Life is hard.
Day 11 sober. Seems I am living a good momentum. Still cautious. Tomorrow: a meeting
I’m a fan of yours. Congrats on 11 days. I’m on day 5. I’ve really struggled and failed this year. Made some changes to my program. Glad you are here.
380! So far so good!
10 days here. Reading thru here gives me a lot of inspiration!
Day 664.
Its is an incredible journey that continues to give.