Welcome Sammy.
I drank for 45 years. January 2 2020 is my sober date. I kind of planned it because I was turning 60 that January and I had just had enough of it.
You may need a good detox. I don’t know. I didn’t. I just knew my life with booze had become unmanageable and I was powerless over alcohol.
Here’s a thread put out awhile back. It’s got some great info on it. Have a good read around. Join in ask questions and just for today don’t drink.
The only way to look at it is One Day At A Time
It works. Advice for the Newcomer and Constant Relapser
I hope to see you around.