I only had a few days left to hit my two month mark and then I decided to actually be social and go out. I thought I could do it without drinking. I’d had such a rough day and I was just itching to feel better and then there was a glass of wine. It was all downhill from there. I didn’t think I would be able to pick myself up from the floor and I was so scared. Now it’s back to day one. I hurt.
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Don’t beat yourself up. keep at it again!
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I know it hurts but remember how this feels and use that as motivation to not feel this way again!
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@Serotonic So now you know that next time it will take longer than 2 months to know that you’re strong enough to face your weakness’ you’ll be even stronger this time around. You’re not alone, be strong, be brave! 
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Ugh, I am so sorry! I know you can do this!
@Serotonic do not beat yourself on this , its tough i know that . Belive you can do this you are in the power of choose . Life is Worth living . Take minute by minute , hour by hour and day by day 
it will get better . You are a good human being do not forget that.