Have you read this thread?
What's YOUR plan? ore this one: Your #1 tip for sobriety (over 2 years sober). Find yourself a new coping system instead of your planA (drinking) was key for me. As wel as for distraction and staying connected. Maybe come here when you have urges? Venting helps!
Try to learn from this relapse, then it can be of use too 
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