Crying at work again. I can’t do this.
I’m so sick of people. I don’t feel included on my team. I do just as good of a job as they do. Being the forth person on the team and left out of chats, anyone would feel like this. I hate it. I feel like they talk about me. I don’t feel like I fit in.
Breathe. You are early in sobriety. Your emotions are raw, and your body chemistry out of whack. This is a natural part of withdrawal. Hold it together and it will pass. You are healing, getting better. It just takes a bit of time to show.
Chat with us 
It really does get easier with time.
Keep faith in yourself, as we have in you.
Go well.
Friendships outside the job, helps to endure this kind of situations. If coworkers don’t pay attention to you, they loose but you don’t loose heart. We love you here 
I feel u, hugs. U spend a long time at work, it sucks when it is hard. Try to separate u and ur job from them. I am the only Western woman in my department, all the other English speakers are men. The atmosphere can range from verging on toxic to just accidently excluding. They go out drinking together and don’t invite me. I go to work, do my job, smile and nod, then come home. I give zero of my fucks to them. It was not always this way, it has taken a while to get here, but it is a huge relief.
fuck em!!! why fit in with people like that, in fact why fit in with anyone, be unique, don’t be the sheep be the dog, you set the rules. so what if they talk about you, they don’t know you so it’s all irrelevant opinion based on ignorance. What other people think of you is none of your business.
Do you know what I do if someone gives me that your not wanted feeling, talk to them and watch them bloody hate every minute 
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I’m literally going to save all of these responses and when I get those feelings again I will read them back to myself. Thank you guys 
Oh girl, breath. I’m soooo glad I didn’t work for the first 5 months of my recovery! Hell to the no! I give you a shit ton of credit. Just give the world two middle fingers and get your ass to bed. It’s all we can do some days.
