I continue to get more and more desensitized; porn and real life events

Ok so I am new here and I don’t know how to explain without a lot of you guys thinking I am a huge ass but here it goes. I am married, 40 years old, and having way more sex than my wife. Now I am not proud, or happy or any other word you can use. That is why I’m giving this a shot. I own my own business (pizzeria) and currently having sex with all but 1 of my female employees. They all know but don’t seem to care. A couple of them have turned me onto a world I had no idea existed. Group sex party’s, couple swaps, I mean the list goes. With each new experience I become even more obsessed than the previous. I can’t stand the person I’ve become and i want it to end.I look at myself in the mirror and want to die. How can I ever tell my wife??

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Honestly your Wife deserves to know right away, you’re putting her at risk by having sex with other people and her.
If you really want to make changes, then actions will speak louder than words and your marriage may well not survive, but you owe it to yourself to be honest and get help, and let your wife decide whether she can forgive you and stand by you…

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