Not sure what to think tbh. I woke up to multiple people telling me I need help, and I know they’re right. So I’m trying to stop, I’m going to stop.
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How do you feel right now about everything?
I feel like I lost the one thing that made me feel normal, but I hurt people and I don’t wanna do that anymore
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So when your sober you dont feel normal. Because the substances make you feel normal.
Its time to put down the substances
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That note on your profile pic…very sad.. if you knew how, would you want that persons light back
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Welcome to Day 1 @kyrxxx Alcohol lies and makes us believe we are better with it in our lives. It works in all the ways we think it does until it doesn’t. And once it stops serving us it has to go. You can get your light back. It will take work. It will take time. But you can fix your light. One day at a time. 
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Kyr - you know you need help, you write, people are telling you to get help, so you’ve done a great thing in joining this site. If you seek support, motivation, inspiration, this place is full of others who are battling the poison that is alcohol. All at different stages, and everybodies recovery is different, but the one thing we have in common, is that we have all been there where you are, Admitting you need help is a strong first step, next is to promise yourself ( and whatever Higher Power you believe in) you’ll stop. Seek help and you’ll find it, Kyr. God bless 
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