Welcome. There are some great replies here, another idea is to look at some onlines quizzes, not to get a definitive yes or no answer, but to get a clearer idea of what issues are important.
If you feel you want to change your drinking, then there is plenty of ‘quit lit’ around. I read This Naked Mind early in my journey, and it really taught me a lot about my own drinking and drinking in society. Other ideas are here
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