I did again a six day bender. Chugging vodka, calling off work. Messaging women when I’m Ina relationship. Hitting on my neighbor. My girlfriends best friend. It really makes no sense. My girlfriend is suck a good person and nice. The best that ever happened to me. She has taken alot of crap from me… It is weird I want these women I’m hitting on but i kind of don’t. Not even approaching them in a serious manner. It is so messed up I’m having terrible withdraws nautious sweating hot cold I’m a train wreck. Things were going well. I was drinking here and there nothing serious. Then boom! I basically sabotage this relationship. We are good together. But I just can’t quit messaging women. It never happens unless I’m drinking
Me too. Nearly ruined my life.
Well… quit drinking. Seems simple. I liked to hit on women and cheat when I was a drunk too, because I valued nothing but myself and my feelings.
Vodka isn’t jumping down your throat is it? Don’t blame the vodka, time to look at the real problem, which is you and your inability to stop consuming it.
Sorry to sound harsh, but sometimes it’s necessary, just like sometimes a hug or a pat on the back is.
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