I ruined my relationship for one night of drinking. I absolutely hate myself. He’s an amazing person and doesn’t deserve what i did. He’s still around for now but it’s not guaranteed. I have to prove it will never happen again. I can’t lose him or i fear i will lose me. I hate alcohol so much right now!
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There is lots of support to help you not drink here on this site. One moment at a time. You can do this. Many many here have gone through much similar to what you’re going through. There is hope and there is help.
Welcome to the community!
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Here is one of many links that could help you. Read, read, read, get involved with this community, support is here for you.
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Lots of people find it very helpful to check in daily on the ‘check-in daily to maintain focus thread’
People will get to know you and understand your struggles and be supportive. You will be accountable with what you’re doing every day or whenever you choose to post.
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We all have made mistakes while in active addiction. You can move forward by making a change so that you don’t make the same mistake again. Are you sure it’s alcohol that you hate? Might be you rather than alcohol. You should check out an AA meeting, who knows. What have you got to lose? May as well. Might show him some initiative that your want to recover.
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Make it easier contact other like minded people i found that meetings made it easier and that was decades ago still sober wish you well
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Welcome. My opinion and experience only… relationship can heal but you must remain sober. It takes time for trust to be rebuilt. How are you doing?
You have to get sober for yourself. I understand you want it to make your relationship better. I’m in the same situation. But we can’t control what other people do. Even if we do everything right, they still might decide to leave. If we get sober for ourselves, we can stay sober whatever happens.
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