So I’m 102 days clean and I have no clue y I’m feeling this way but I feel so down and I feel like i don’t wanna do nothing. I have thoughts of using but I haven’t did nothing
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Congrats on 102 days! Triple digits is an amazing milestone. Speaking of milestones, it’s not uncommon to feel down when these milestones approach and pass. This too will pass.
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Hey that amazing your doing so much better than every day is a battle with my addiction so keep up the good work 
Often known as the “pink cloud” of sobriety bursting. All those feelings of improvement have become normal and there are no “new highs”. Aka “life”.
Trust me, boredom is better than creating the conditions to have to start from the bottom again.
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Yea i haven’t used. I went to a visual meeting
I meant I went to a virtual meeting today
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Sometimes I just tell myself that this is going to suck and I embrace it until it gets better
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That’s great. Congratulations on your 102 days. Sobriety (and indeed life) isn’t always buttercups and rainbows. Sometimes it’s weeds and clouds. Learning to take the tough, and the boring, and just accept it is a part of recovery. Of course, for some of us, drinking and using hid real mental issues, so keep aware and see a doctor or therapist if needed. 
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