welcome to the forum! glad you’re here. my story is a little different but i can certainly relate to parts you wrote. i was absolutely killing myself and just barely existing. wasn’t much of an existence at all really. and you’re right, booze free is a great step in the right direction. changing patterns is tough but it’s absolutely possible. there’s tons of people on this forum who are proof of that. i encourage you to browse around and read some threads. here’s one you may find helpful -
