God bless you. I love my father very much. I can’t imagine what you’re going through.
I’m so lost right now…
I am lost because I lost my dad. Because despite difference and arguments he was my dad. I love him beyond words and we did talk to each other before he passed. I left things on my feelings alone and talked to him.
He slipped away seemingly fine and there was no hospilization, no warning, no way of knowing he was going to be gone so soon. I have no idea why u are asking me why I am feeling the way I do. I came here with my troubles for help. You’re right you should not pry.
I lost my father last July at age 65. Over the last 5 years he had given up and stopped trying to get better. I was able to see him last June and I knew it was close; he didn’t even know I was there. I’ve come to terms with it knowing he’s not in pain anymore and he had honestly been gone for years just not physically. If you ever just need to rant or talk without advice feel free. As much as we say “I know how you feel” we dont; everyone feels different and has different circumstances.