I have 2 days clean of no marijuana, but I have 6 months clean of no cocaine. I really thought the coke was my problem because of how quickly things got worse, but with weed it was more of a security blanket and “helping my anxiety.” In reality I was using just as hard as I would have with coke. And I have made so many justifications on why I still can smoke blah blah blah. But I’m tired of it I’m ready to be open and willingly.
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Whatever the substance it is the need to comfort, escape, block things out etc that needs addressing friend
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Nailed it. Work in progress for sure.
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