Hi and welcome .please dont feel defeated! Put together a a good plan. Lean on us and your friends that are Sober… it sounds like your friends could be a local support .it sounds like also you got alot of good positive things to use at your disposal of getting to Soberity. Take it slow nice and easy 1 day at a time !!!
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Thank you so much!
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Believe you can and you’re halfway there .Thats half the fight
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Glad you found us. This community and aa helped me get and stay sober
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It’s important to dig into why you turn back to it. What does it do for you? And is it worth the price?
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Welcome, Mary Catherine! You’ve come to good place to meet more sober friends. Virtual, true, but the good thing is that there’s pretty much always someone in the world who’s up and keeping the lights on. 
Truly, though, this place has helped get and stay sober. Read, post, interact, and when a craving comes, reach for your phone and read and post some more. Way better than anything that comes out of a bottle. This thread’s a good place to start. 
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Yea that’s a good question. I need to asses why I have the first drink to begin with.
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Welcome to this wonderful community 
I hope you find it as invaluable as I do. Congrats on day 1 
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This community is so supportive, I’m so glad you are here. ODAAT 
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Welcome to the site! That’s a great first step towards your goal. Read, read, read, and interact as you want to. Knowing others here and being accountable is helpful to many.
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Welcome Mary.
I glad you found us.
Have a good read around. Lots of good stuff here. This app saved my life.
Advice for the Newcomer and Constant Relapser](Advice for the Newcomer and Constant Relapser)
Hope to see you around.
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Maybe try ameeting might help wish you well
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Welcome! I have started over countless times, we can do this. Stay strong you got this 
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Me too day 1 again for me, i know how you feel.
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Same…day 1 again. Hopefully this is the last day 1 bc im tired of repeating this cycle. I get sober for months and then I’m “cured”…yeah right. So disgusted with myself. This too shall pass…sigh
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Welcome! Day 1 again for me too
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Good decision- you will see🙏
Every day will prove that.Step by step just one day will show you on the right way 
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Yes, i use to constantly relapse too at one time but i never gave up & please dont be hard on yourself ok?
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Im also same like you, Tried sobriety many times failed before it reaches one week, got many issues in my job, family, financial everywhere.
This time i need to win, Im here with you. Let’s talk everyday about our experiences.
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