Hey Ken, sorry to hear you are having a rough time. Christmas can be hard enough without early sobriety and quarantine in the mix!
As has been said there are lots of online meetings. Check www.intherooms.com or try recoverydharma.org/meeting-list - other options are available.
Depending on where in the world you are there are also lots of helplines… Check out Resources for our recovery for various recovery networks and helplines.
Keep on keeping on friend… The sun is always there behind the clouds 
