Like @cjp already has mentioned: try new things!
But I feel you, a relapse is hard. I had my share of them. I came here more then 5 years ago because I had one. Sober since.
Take your time to read here, the is so many good information to find here like:
What's YOUR plan? ore in Resources for our recovery
Don’t be a stranger but be an active part of this sober community. It really helps!