I relapsed again

Life has been hard with school and people not to mention the fact that when I’m staying up all night trying to find a reason to live another day my dad thinks I’m up talking to people but people don’t even want to talk to me so how? He is always watching me, I’m scared and lonely because no one ever really cares and just likes me cuz of pitty, but I need to stay here to help my friends because I’m the therapist friend the one who is always okay and never needs help.

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You’ll always have friends at aa meetings. Its sooooo hard at first but it does get better. Please go to a meeting it might just change your life.

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Gabe, welcome. I am sorry you are struggling, but happy you are here. I hope you will stay and get to know this place, the beautiful souls herein, and let us get to know you. The good news is, from this moment forward, you don’t have to go through this alone, if you choose not to go through this alone. All you have to do is read, learn and share.

Here is the speech I think @geo was referring to:

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