Welcome back, friend. It sounds like you know what’s good for you but you can’t put it into action. There is lots of help available and we’ve all used different ways to get and stay sober.
Hydrate and lay low today, you probably know that drill. One of the foundations of my recovery has been AA meetings, and you can get started there even on your first day being sober.
Other ideas are on the thread below, I encourage you to check it out. You deserve a sober life, I hope you find your way to it.
Blessings on your house 
as you begin your journey.