This is me, and that’s okay .
Wright a positive note please. Help me.
This is for real. No more drama or denial.
Insomnia
Depression
Daily Xanax
Stress attacks
Blurred thoughts
I smoke weed daily. - 6-10 if it’s up to me.
Repression of my feelings
Too harsh on myself
Never look on the bright side,
always cold.
Diazepam on the regular (insomnia) currently 6am in the morning.
Panic attacks
Heartbreak
Issues with my dad
Issues with my mom
Issues with my school
Issues with myself
Suicidal thoughts
Therapy
Doctors
Suicide prevention
Unhappy.
Addicted
Back, neck and body complaints. Maybe MS or another variable of neurological muchle decieses.
Short on vitimane
No one to talk with, and this is serious.
Friend left me behind when I needed them the most
I don’t feel my self, kind of a identity crisis.
I’m also just 18 about to turn 19 so yeah I know teenager problems.
But as you can see, this isn’t a joke any more.
It’s life threatening
And I hope there are descent people who actually take the time to read my story.
Meds en drugs ( mostly pharmaceutical)
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Basically what I’m trying to say is… I’m a regular messed up teenager. And there ain’t nothing wrong with that. Accept who you are and learn to love yourself. Your beautiful, strong and always independent.
Don’t be afraid to ask help from others, the outcome may surprise you!
** copied from my Instagram **
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