I drank to excess for 15 years. I’ve got 418 days free from alcohol which I am happy about. However, I don’t feel the cravings much at all anymore and it feels like my achievement isn’t real because it isn’t difficult.
I know I had a problem because of ruined relationships, risk taking, and poor work performance due to hangovers. But my doubts tell me the problems weren’t that big a deal and, therefore, my conquering them isn’t that big a deal. Anybody feel like this?
Congrats on 418 days that is alot of days and a great achievement 
Your achievement is very real, when I have felt like this I had to recognise what I thought were doubts were my addiction trying to get a hold of me again.
Telling myself things weren’t that bad, If I can get this far and this easily maybe I don’t have a problem kinda thinking. Of course I was having selective thinking and forgetting about all the reasons I gave up all the situations that were just caused by alcohol.
It got me in the end and I can tell you my experience was within 2 weeks it was like I’d never been sober and everyrhing was so quickly go down hill.
Don’t let it trick you 
Glad your reaching out.
What the lady before me said is spot on. Cravings diminish over time for sure but the disease didn’t go away (had a problem). There’s only alcoholism, not alcoholwasm.
Are you doing anything with other sober people to reinforce your sobriety? I know it helps, we don’t do this walk alone.