Got my 90 days but still struggling! Don’t know if I’ll be able to stay clean but I’m trying. I’m exploring P.I.R. and refuge recovery as well, I’m exploring any and all channels for relief from the urge to shoot dope. I love heroin, But I love being clean.
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90 is huge. Don’t go back out. That may have been your last day 1. Glad you are here.
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Paul, this is awesome, I’m glad you’re here. Staying clean forever is indeed daunting. But… staying clean today and probably tomorrow, that I can definitely do. As the months have passed I too, have found that I love being clean even more than I love heroin. Never thought id truly feel that.
Glad you’re giving yourself and your life a real chance. 
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Comgratulations!
You mentioned Refuge recovery
Here is a thread I started…you might be interested in
This is great!!! It is very hard but you’re already at 90 days you made it 3 months that’s amazing:100: